Better Weeks

It’s been a while since I blogged. I recently entered a season of change. Turning 65 gave me much to think about. What was I going to do with the rest of my life? I got heavily involved in projects I’d been wanting to do since my twenties.

OK. I didn’t just write some music. I invented an entirely new musical system.

You’re supposed to be able to do stuff like that at my age. And tomorrow, I have yet another birthday. What is happening with the time? Didn’t I just have one of those?

You can probably tell from my last post that I was getting frustrated too. The last life insurance policy I was working on with a family, the husband and I had talked for months about what his best path would be. I designed the best conceivable plan and he told me he was ready to buy a policy. But he lives in California and I live in Florida. And he and his wife didn’t realize that. They wanted to be able to step into my office. His wife absolutely refused to give her personal banking info to me over the phone.

Page one of Psalm 42 in the forty second mode
I’m setting 72 Psalms to Ragadana Modes

Bottom line, I put about twenty hours of research and prep time into writing a policy that, in the end, fell flat when the wife put an end to it. Unfortunately, she had been ripped off from someone on the Internet in the past.

Upsets like that are a normal part of this business. I was paying $50-70 per contact so that they would call me. I refused to do what so many other life insurance sales people do. They buy two and three year old leads for 50 cents a piece.

They call each lead 9x per day using an autodialer, or hire someone to call for $10/hour. They don’t feel like spammers because they receive live dials. Their hourly worker will transfer the call when that 100th call answers and is ready to talk. They don’t care how many people tell them please stop calling. They get paid by the hour. They set return call appointments.

That’s how 99% of agents do it. And the ones who just keep forging ahead, are the ones earning six figure incomes.

Doing business that way reminds me of eating hamburgers and chicken. You don’t see the slaughter. You just see the sandwich.

They get really good at closing too. They don’t really care if a product is in their prospect’s best interest. Their only ethic is their personal gain. Where’s the beef?

Page two of Psalm 42 in the 42nd Mode
Mode 42 has six half steps, a Minor 3rd and a Major 3rd!

The beef is their commission check. You should be aware of how commissions work in this business. The client doesn’t pay the agent. The insurance company does. Life insurance generally pays a percentage from 80-140% of the first year’s premiums to the agent. Large policies can have a sweet pay off. Health Insurance tends to pay a fixed initial amount and then pays monthly or annual residuals to the agent for the life of the policy. I like health insurance. Everyone knows they have to have it. Life insurance – you’ve got to see the value.

That’s how this business works. When I don’t work I don’t get paid. My residuals start to drop. So taking some time off is costly. Then again, a good week isn’t necessarily measured in income. A better week might be finally doing something you’ve wanted to do your whole life.

Weeks like that are better weeks indeed.

I can’t tell you how nice it feels to finally have that one project complete. I’ve been walking around with a degree in music composition for the past forty five years and not using it. That’s changed now. As my wife will attest, the hard part is getting me to stop. And there is still quite a bit more to do …

Show Me the Money

Poor woman. She wants to make sure I’m paying the bills. Yes, dear.

She does have a beautiful heart. But I’ve spent all of my healthiest years paying the bills. And no, I don’t see how writing music will make me any money. She’s got me on that one, .

Balance.

I get it. But I know I’ve got health insurance season coming up in October. Are you ready? We’ve got a pretty good client base right now, and quite a bit of work left to do following up on all those who’ve called asking about life insurance this past year.

I realize I’m more of a “you-call-me” kind of guy. Way too passive for my wife’s taste. I may well be doing my contacts a huge favor by urging them to immediately take action. I sometimes have to get over the fact that I believe people don’t want to be pushed into life’s decisions. There’s a place for common courtesy.
But I give good insurance advice for a living. And when you don’t buy, that can cost you thousands of dollars and be tremendously hard on your family.

If only I hadn’t ever experienced the pain and reality of it. I’ve had more than one client pass within a year of writing a policy. One passed literally two days after I wrote a policy.

Did you know that I have to pay back my advanced commissions when that happens? I do. In fact, I still pay one company monthly because of a huge advanced commission they paid out. If the man had only held on six more months. I’d have been in the clear. His family would have enjoyed being with him as he aged. But my business is one that protects people against bad news. And ironically, when it does all it is supposed to do in that worst case scenario, which is my strongest selling point, I have to pay back the commissions I’ve received.

It’s a consolation at a hard time for the family but it’s a double ouch for me.

It makes me consider pitches like, “what will happen if you walk out the door and get hit by a car tomorrow? How would your family adjust financially?” This is a very common sales pitch in the insurance industry. I don’t avoid it. It’s a harsh reality that bad unexpected things can happen. And then there’s every insurance salesman’s pet peeve – the time to ask me for a life insurance policy isn’t after you find out you have cancer. It’s before you get that sort of bad news. Is there a tactful way to say this?

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I’m starting a crowd source capaign among musicians to complete the project

Imagine saying that for a living. I’ve learned to get comfortable with it but for the most part, I still rely on people to think that through themselves. I figure that’s why they are calling me. I don’t like to insult people’s intelligence by stating the obvious. Instead, I’ll ask open ended questions like, “why do you want to buy insurance?

Ultimately, most of the companies offer similar levels of service so it all comes down to price. How fast does your cash value build up? And what is the cost of your premiums? I research what the best product is based on a person’s health, age, gender, location and budget. People can’t do that by randomly searching on the Internet. I look through a database of about 64 companies and hundreds of types of policies. Then I write up policies based on that research. That’s what I do.

I’m not that guy who sells ice pops to Eskimos. But take it from someone who put off working on his materpiece for forty years … there’s a time and a season for everything. I needed a few months away from the daily grind of the insurance business. But Honey, our insurance business is about to hit some all time highs. Hang in there. Thanks for letting me have a little play time. I feel refreshed.



February – a great way to top off a year


I thought I’d release this unimpressive video, (confusing if it’s the first here you’ve seen), just to top off 2017 about a month late. It completes my commitment to produce 12 videos – one each month. Of course, I failed at that because I skipped January. In January, I was struggling with my new trucker job and frustrated that I couldn’t be home for Epiphany, much less finish up the five part harmony arrangement of The Ring of the Thoughtful Driver.

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The Ring of the Thoughtful Driver – page 1 of 16

The Ring of the Thoughtful Driver was a love song for Lisa set to the tune of God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen intended to be in the style of the Pentatonix, but recorded by me, which I’d hoped to deliver to her for Christmas, along with me. The project didn’t materialize on schedule because I lacked the right equipment to record it and I was trucking away through the holidays, thanks to the immense disorganization of the company I work for (which shall not be named). I can’t overdub and monitor and even if I did, my mics and effects processing would be a long way from Pentatonix quality. My voice – that’s also a long shot from the quality I would want, but that goes without saying. Frustrated, I put up a video somebody else made that I thought was worth watching and sent my wife the manuscripts for The Ring of the Thoughtful Driver for Christmas via Facebook. Maybe I can get it recorded by next Christmas if I can get some help from some friends. Shown here is page one.

So to today. Here we are in February and I’m realizing how incompatible trucking is with recording. Still, I need to convey a host of thoughts that will establish and define Foundationism, Cosmostrophy, the HAND System and other unique expressions I’ve had. This driver has been doing a lot of thinking. These thoughts are worth sharing. So in baby steps, here it comes. Only for the coming days, I’m going to take a new approach. I’m going to compare and contrast my own thinking with other stuff I find on YouTube. By doing this, I think people will start to discover what Cosmostrophy is, what Foundationism is, what Asynalagonomy is and maybe, just maybe, the YouTube search engine will pick my videos up as relevant for certain key words since they’ll be responses to already popular stuff. Expect some changes in the formatting at JamesCarvin.com to accompany that. I’ll be categorizing things in ways people are more used to.

The Written Part

A frustrated husband is out trucking but doesn’t have the recording equipment he needs to synchronize himself in five part harmony. So here’s the manuscript honey. Maybe I’ll have the recording by Epiphany. What year I’m not sure. Calling on helpful friends for Christmas 2018.

Set to the tune of God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen in the style of the Pentatonix

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The Ring of the Thoughtful Driver – page 1 of 16

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Apocalyptic Warning – Calling Restorationists

The Restoration Party Logo and symbol (℞) - we have the prescription for America's healing.
The Restoration Party Logo and symbol (℞) – we have the prescription for America’s healing.

As I walked my dog this morning, I reflected on our nation’s debt. My proposal of a Net Worth tax is given in chapter two of the Restoration Party Manifesto. A 5% annual GDP growth rate with an average 30% tax rate produces an average 1.5% increase in tax revenue. This is an insufficient increase in revenue to even balance a budget, much less pay off the twenty trillion in accumulated debt, as Donald Trump proposed. My proposal immediately pays off the entire twenty trillion in national debt without increasing taxes or sacrificing any government programs. I argue here that a net worth tax is inherently fair because the twenty trillion dollars owed has primarily benefited the wealthy rather than the poor and the tax is not a hand out to the poor. It simply returns borrowed money.

I should add that the payment of the twenty trillion dollar debt can be managed through reassignable liens, as I described in chapter two of the Manifesto so there is never any liquidity shortage. Unlike net worth taxes attempted in France and Germany and other nations, the tax is not on items but on total worth, wherever it is possessed. Therefore, there won’t be a capital flight problem and this is not a proposal that has ever been attempted. The net worth tax is simply a bill. Unlike as in France, it is not the government who determines what property to place liens on. That power belongs to the owner of the assets and the tax payer can re-assign which property the liens are on any time they want for a modest fee.

James Carvin featured 10/22/16 in the Tallahassee Democrat
James Carvin featured 10/22/16 in the Tallahassee Democrat

I should also add that the net worth tax is just one of many possible ways to pay off the debt. Supplanting Federal currencies with state currencies while the dollar fails is another way. The debt can also be paid off more slowly. A thirty year mortgage at 3% comes to about one trillion per year. Please notice that no mortgage payment has ever been made on our national debt. We must now face our debt. If we don’t, the apocalypse this video predicts will result.

I am calling for Restoration Party activists to rise up and take power in the United States immediately in order to restore America to fiscal responsibility. Without fiscal responsibility, government does not serve us. It enslaves us. Our forefathers died in order to have a government that is FOR the people and OF the people and BY the people – not an elite few who exploit us for their personal careers and to line their own pockets with. If you want to take America back, you must dedicate your time collecting signatures for the Acts the Manifesto proposes, writing letters to Congress and converting activists to the Restoration Party. Voting is not enough. Your time is required. This is a war against time. I am issuing a solemn warning to America. Do not ignore what I am saying.

The Damage that Persuades

Restoration Song 1 – The Damage that Persuades

You say you love your freedom. You love the USA
You say you love democracy. It’s worth the price we paid.
You see the people struggle with corporate stronghold scams.
You say that that’s the system. The rat race and the man.
Why don’t you use your liberty to change the things you can?
Why don’t you join my party, the Restoration plan?

I warned you of your pending doom. The debts accelerate.
I warned you of the anarchy. The pending frightful state.
I made a plan to rise again. I knew you wouldn’t listen.
The plan I made was radical. It changed the whole damn system.

 

You wanna know what’s sick to me?
It’s when you’re hooked on crack and then you say you’re free.
I’ve seen it kill. I’ve seen the pills. I’ve seen it break your back.
Translucent rocks, those lying crocks. They’ll be your destiny.

 

Ignore me at your peril. I’ve written chapter two.
I warned you of corruption. The things you won’t undo.
The steps I showed were simple. To plug the loophole stew.
You let the rulers rule you. You stick to them like glue.
So tell me what’s your freedom? What’s the big hope lie?
You slave of all deception. You blue and red pill fried.

 

The Manifesto chapters. The eight I wrote for you.
I saw it in your future. It’s all that I could do.
Sometimes when things are written the songs will get you through.
The darkened night the lyrics. The volunteers will do.

 

Remember me the ghost I am. I cried so many tears.
I saw the way they stole from you the best of all your years.
I had your path to awesomeness. It had to be delayed.
It had to wait for brokenness – the damage that persuades.

 

The damage that persuades … the damage,
that persuades … persuades

James Carvin at 21, tickles the ivories.
James Carvin at 21, tickles the ivories.